Yeah, I took a month/two month breather from the game when they dropped Bound by Duty cause I couldn’t quite bring myself to start working through all of the builds that just got wiped and re-make them. Went out, smelled the roses, didn’t think about the game for basically any length of that time, then got to the end of the gameplay loops of the game I was playing and thought ‘you know what? let me actually at least check out what they did, especially since they went through all the re-balance passes and should be gone for a decent bit again-’
And I honestly got bored insanely quickly. All the classes got updated, but they went the way of the Arbite. ‘Pick every single good node you want + your favorite Combat Ability, make a mild choice at the end picking which keystone you want thus dictating the last bits of point usage’. There’s very little nuance/often 15-20 nodes might as well be auto picked for you if not more, and it’s made the whole experience rather linear for me. No longer am I trying to think what exact talent combination will make this specific weapon combination work, just what keystone makes them function the best and then that’s kinda it.
That combined with the power creep as my ‘normal hang out’ (auric) feeling kinda stale, sure there’s still the fun game here and there, but I’ve basically lost all the ‘drive’ to actually try and ‘min max’, cause it’s just so easy now I don’t need to think anymore. The moment to moment still has it’s…moments, but it’s very rare I find myself thinking ‘ohh, I could have made this build better by doing X instead!’ like I did before, or even just ‘maybe I should try doing this node instead of this’, because you just have it all now and there’s no real decision making to be had. My ‘greatest revelation’ since ‘coming back’ was realizing I can swap off the backstab talent on zealot for Disdain for like, a good chunk of my builds since it isn’t locked to ‘the crit side’ anymore, and it’s only needed for when you actually need the backstab keyword. So that made Zealot interesting for me for a little bit, but now I come to find they are making ‘better zealot’ as the next DLC class coming December 4th and I’m like Ohh good…welp…guess I’ll just…not care about that then…yey…
Veteran felt awful/I just felt like tissue paper so basically stopped building them after their ‘meta builds’ (since Arbite just replaced them for anything but ‘equip plasma gun and Duelling Sword’), Psyker gets to just do everything now but Assail (my favorite flavor thing on them) is like throwing tooth picks at most enemies now and turned off my interest quite heavily (there’s only so much fun you can have being immortal nuking everything with fire before you want something more out of life, and we’ve been nuking things with fire well before this update too…), Ogryn didn’t change and Arbite is still boring AF, and we went over Zealot already. Game’s basically been reduced to just ‘play out the gameplay loop until you get bored then leave’, like basically every other modern game that exists. And while it’s gameplay loop is at least ‘unique’ from all the others, still basically keeps me engaged for like 3-4 games then I’m like ‘alright, think that’s it for the next month until I find myself in-between hyper fixations and don’t quite have the energy to jump on something new yet’.
Which I find sad, used to be excited to play this game, intrigued at what new things they where going to add, enthralled with every dev post and new update. Now, I’m kinda just, ‘mellowed out’, and one might argue ‘that’s a good thing!’. But as an ‘older head’, I liked the game when it was fully engaging to me to the point I sometimes played it without background noise. Now it’s firmly in the camp of ‘needs a youtube video keeping the other half of my brain engaged or else I’m probably gonna try and find something else’ territory, and it’s competing with quittttte the wide market share there.
Just doesn’t ‘hit’ like it used to, it’s been ground down to much and all it’s edges have been sanded away. That on top of Arbie’s just making the banter awful the moment one is introduced, and it’s like ‘yeahhhh, for something that used to pride itself on having so many vocals and so many different interactions, these days it’s just ‘TRAPPER’S SHOT HER LAST NET’ ‘REAPER!’ ‘GUNNER!’ ‘I WANT THEM DEAD!’ ‘GREEN FIRE GONE!’ ‘ROCK MEET HERATIC!’ and the various Combat Ability call outs’. Just, doesn’t have that spark anymore, and if I’ve learned anything from Destiny 2, ‘there’s only so long ‘a good combat loop’ can carry you, when there’s just nothing else holding one’s attention’.