BIG WALL OF TEXT INCOMING:
You know, I realized something while typing this. I lied to you, about my pessimistic view. It was never about the lack of feedback. What I’m really pissed off was Jan’s message to the CM. The way I see the work of a CM in FatShark is like one of a retail worker. Knowing how awful working in retail is, with each story and moment where the CM’s were belittled by the players for things a game not having an x feature or game having any problem, I got more and more angry at the treatment they are receiving. It’s not about what the players want that bothers me, it’s the way people communicate those needs. I often saw people in Darktide’s playerbase being toxic while demanding things. The moment I saw Jan’s comment, which looking back on, it wasn’t the text that angered me, it was the meme. It portrays the people working at FatShark as incompetent idiots who can’t comprehend feedback. And so it all just boiled over and out of the pot for me.
Now, back when you first pushed back on my remarks, I didn’t precisely understand why I was so angry. So, I tried to justify my anger in a way that sounded rational. But in my attempt to do so, I said that what bothered me was that the devs do not listen to the feedback. After that when other people replied, I felt that I need to continue to push that argument to be consistent with what I said. But now, when I finally understand what really angered me, I cannot keep this act going.
If you look at the posts and comments that I’ve made in the past, you’ll see that I’m actually very positive about the fact how the devs took some of the playerbase’s feedback and implemented it into the game. One of the biggest, for me, is the increase to Crushers HP and in-turn decrease to their spawn rate.
My first ever post on the forums was a big wall of text full of suggestions and feedback on how to fix enemy spam in Darktide. One of my suggestions was to increase the Crushers HP and when Bound by Duty came around I actually felt like my word was being heard. After that update, my opinion on the state of the game, the devs and the CM’s has improved drastically. In turn, I became much more aware about the way I talk to them, but also the way other people talk to them. So I went from knowing about the treatment the CM’s were getting and feeling sorry for them, to actively feeling angry at the players for treating CM’s harshly.
So, to sum it up: I am optimistic that the devs will take our feedback. It’s just that the way some people treat the CM’s (the ones to take said feedback) pisses me off, and it all culminated when I saw Jan’s comment with a meme where he practically calls people at FatSharks idiots.
And that was the reason for my initial response to Jan. Overall, a discourse that could have been avoided were it not for that one meme. A pretty context-sensitive situation, wouldn’t you agree?