thanks mate in earnest.
no need for apologies, aint thin-skinned just passionate is all 
but truth be told that passion doesn’t stop at one thing, it translates into the stuff I love (and still can right now) doing.
pvp is out the window as well as going to the gym (and honestly I was lazy and gaming-focused way ahead of having to drag this around with me)
for with all the stuff needed, there aint much lifting left, hence effort/reward would make little sense both in time (the most valuable of ressources) and gym fee.
now, where does it leave me when picking a new favorite game?
of course going “ham”, buying a then new rig for darktide to run proper (saved funds from no gym among others
) and playing like the good ol days.
and what never sat well with me in any gaming environment?
cheats and cheaters.
one is absolutely correct in ped use in sports being cheating as well, the difference is one “knows” what’s at play at different weight levels so this would equal the suggested mod of showcasing who runs which mods.
and I never denied at any moment in the gym or in serious discussions/questions that I didn’t train natural anymore at one point.
in return I “expect” something similar when it comes to performance ingame and its “source”
mods are essential, never would I play again vanilla ui, without latency indicator or other stuff like true level, who are you and scoreboard.
heck if there was a way to get rid hitmarkers I’d mod them out just for clarity of vision.
the difference to me is all these things don’t push me past “my station” if anything I fkked up and lost track of my mates in the last havoc 40 match, doing no player outlines cause in auric maelstrom they’re an useless eyesore to me.
wallhacks and healthbars, both used in high level play to push past a plateau or low level casuals wanting to fake their way upwards and make up for lacking fundamentals are the bottom of the barrel to me.
both in taking options from others (big or small dont matter to me) in terms of enemy engagement and map traversal and essentially wasting the time of those wanting to push themselves “legit” and this as a benchmark for their deficits.
cant be in a deficit compared to a cheat tool, only grow compared to a better player, is my take on the matter. 