last time I checked my 5 IVs pumping the last of the chemo for 24 hours on repeat and what will follow be a 6 month recovery after stem cell replacement, no my multiple myeloma wasn’t “parody”
so who are you to judge what people take their pride from?
personally couldn’t wrap my head around the hype for soccer for example but some people seem pretty proud of playing it, kicking a ball into a net. so 
at 45 i’ve broke my fair share of pvp competitors when I was younger to the point of being barred from local tournaments.
having a pve game close to the gameplay of yonder and with 40k flair no less is reason enough to dive all in.
like I said, been there, done that probably 20 years before some of you folks production date.
sports, hit the gym, did the roids, lifted with the big boys, body hit its limit before my mind ended a set.
had a good physique to show for, so ?
and what will never seize to amaze me, you’re on a darktide forum, for what?
trashtalk the players? suit yourself.
bash the game? go nuts.
but to me, here on this games platform, you could be second Albert Einstein, if you suck and cheat in the game, you’re not worth the dog
under ones boots.
none, zero, zilch.
enjoying what? running along with some randos that use cheats to keep up?
some people dont play for the “cumbaya” “I participated” experience but to improve.
never heard anyone complain after clutching and saving a match either, odd.
edit: as to not turn this into a sob story, the thing with pride is one has to accept his limitations with time.
I fought and won and am still fighting way bigger fights than an online game.
but hell freezes over before I catch myself slacking in something I set my heart and mind to, be it hobby or otherwise.
this dedication is not negotiable, else one could skip ahead and kick the bucket right aways, sounds like pretty boredom anyways 