There is nothing disrespectful about what people are telling you. Your approach of digging in the heels, and throwing accusations of bad faith towards anyone who has a different opinion, will change nothing. Nor you pretending that you “don’t care” when here you are, with 9 out of your 14 posts are in this very topic.
I don’t know what difficulty you play on, but stuff like this clearly shows you are new to the game:
Anyway here is the magic, this routine works for everything in your life. First you should explore if there is any basic knowledge on the subject you are missing. Then you should adjust the difficulty to the level which is challenging, but doesn’t wipe the floor with you 2 minutes in. There is just a matter of practice and self improvement. You should take step back every time you fail, so you can understand IF you could have done something differently in that situation. Then you hopefully improve, and repeat the process. If you decide you actually don’t enjoy the subject / game, you move on and try something else. Welcome to adult life.
Anyway, now I no longer care. I left you with all the tools you need. Everything else is a matter of your choice and attitude.