I did it! In pubs, as Ogryn, HELL YEAH!
To my team
MERASMUS! You are the real one!
This guy is insane, literally never seen anybody this good with a flame staff, this is some real magic
Meriah
The way you run for like 20 minutes with one health is the thing of legends, holy 
Harken
God bless your heart
Perhaps Havoc is all about friends we made along the way 
I was lost today, I lost hope in Ogryn and in myself, before I met Merasmus we lost like 4 times and we could not push the 35 level.
I even changed to some META Zealot, but forgot to take the skill, I was too Ogryn now.
We lost because of me one time. I thought this is it, it finally broke my spirit, but I felt that Ogryn was here with me, he guided my hand towards the Ogryn path and inspired the flame in me again, we won!
At this very moment, I got the feeling in my chest, that Ogryn is now rooted in my heart, there is no going back.
I found some lobby at 39 Havoc, was lucky enough to be accepted because of my level. After a couple of tries, I noticed the absurd performace of one particular Psyker, I felt as if there was a link between us, there is hope for me to complete this hell.
After our host left because of continuous losses, I and Merasmus made our own group, where he picked only the best of the best I’d assume, as our gathering took like 7 minutes. After the gathering, however, Darktide made the prank on me, it kicked me out of the group and the game.
I was absolutely furious, I was ready to just go, but I knew that I MUST do it now, as there is no one like Merasmus, I can not lose my only chance!
To my surprise, we gathered again losing only one player and unexpectedly getting Meriah back to our team, that person was so positive I literally could not be angry at anything at all.
To fill our last we spent 5 minutes searching for the one, and we struck gold with Harken!
The match went insane, I have no words to describe it, it was hell and back sooo back!
But, in the end, I forgot all my struggles, we WON HELL YEAH!
and I decided to write this here, maybe someone will enjoy reading this mess
In conclusion, Havoc throws all of its 40,000 Warhammers and Darktides at you if you don’t have what it takes, Ogryn ogryn Ogryn 
