strange how some things deja-vu out of nowhere, but current situation reminds me of a 10km race i was participating over 12 years ago (yeah i’ve gotten lazy
)
was training for months, eating and training to a “t”, warmed up properly and was in top shape.
the race itself was organized in 3 brackets:
•front: the “pros”, dudes that weren’t there for
“fun” but to win.
•middle: the hobby runners, people serious with
their performance but realistic about not being on
par with dudes sometimes on the juice.
•back: the “fun bunch”, not there for anything else
other than to participate and cross the finish line
eventually
now, even if i wasnt slacking at the time, my place was front line of the middle bracket as to not get in the way of people hat had their lifestyle cut around the sport.
to my surprise shortly after it started i was met with tons of slackers blocking the way left and right.
what took the cake was a chick almost hindering me on purpose going ahead with an astonished look and a “reminder”: why do you strain yourself so much, its “only” a race, just take it slow…
she was even more astonished when i shoved her to the side when she was actively in my way and picked up the pace to regain the lost time.
the anger i felt then, the sweat, pain, effort i put in to win(even if i realistically didnt have a chance) and see it blocked by someone that didnt even care in a competition ironically placed me much higher than i originally hoped.
even left dudes behind me that were clearly cut for exeptional performance.
the same mindset now calls for lessening the difficulty those people are even unfit to participate in and think of it as the most normal thing in the world.
i can proudly recall the day of the race when i did the utmost maximum i could get out of my body, i doubt those slackers can say the same.